Message #2274

[Lynn]

Hello

I shared this one on another place in time....I only had it the once too the full meaning of it I got I am still HMMM on some. 

I was pinned to the bed, with sewing pins those one's with the colored head on them thousands of them.  The freeky part first was that I could not move.  The second and more freeky part was when I looked down at me I say that me mouth was pinned shut and me eye's were pinned open. 

I woke in the AM and I so did not want to look at what I had written down.  I knew I had a rotten sleep but the full extent of the dream was blury.  I keep pen and paper at the bedside as I have "visions" and I need to keep tabs on what I see as it can mean something. 

I have been told this dream is that there is something I need to say but am not sure on how to say it.  That is so not in me to struggle with.  I say what I mean....I have no issues speeking up.  The eye's pinned open there was something I have to see that I do not want to face.  Too that is not me.  I walk very much in the present.  Being pinned to the bed was said to be a feeling of helplessness.  I know that I have been working with someone very much on the edge....but too I have made that peace where if I fail and this one be lost to the World I at least tried where no one else did or would have.  I can live with that in me. 

Only having the dream once....I wonder so on the meaning....or it is it to speak to a future event to come ?

Never ever had that feeling of being pinned down too though I could project and view me there.  I will say it still makes me feel uneasy to even think on it...so its not off and out of me.

Lynn