Eugene's eccentric scriblings herenow.

[Eugene66]

This morning I woke with a thought.

Efficiency is often the ego gratification of bossy women. I am not sure how I came to that. I was thinking of a woman who took a spiritual movement here in SA and made a political organisation out of it.

Her first drive was to become established financially. She drove the participants to make all kinds of commercial sacrifices, They had to network and place ads and grow the organisation. She did this remarkably efficient up to the point where I now see the organisation as just another charity drive.

I see by the news she gets recognised for giving lots of money to charity organisations and many of them seeing her as some kind of saint. The many people who contributes each in his or her own way towards these payments are nowhere to be seen.

Anyway I was thinking of her and then the thought came. Efficiency is the ego gratification of bossy women.

Then I thought of other control freaks. They serve their purpose up to a point. The meek people follow them to a point. At some point the job is done but they never leave it there. They drive and drive and then they lose the original support they had. They ride on the new support they gained with the help of the original group. But the new support is more political and when it comes to politics spirituality takes a back seat.

In politics everything is posed to impress and manipulate. It is a whole facade of delusion. The really spiritual folk then drops off the wagon because nobody wants to be part of a political organisation. They fade back from whence they came and leave the leader to continue with her new found support.

Now I also ask myself how else she should have done it. If she really tried the spiritual way she would not have had the financial size the organization has now. Yet I remember how many members of the organisation were just ignored when they fell into bad times. One member has four adopted children and barely scrapes by while yet another has been helping people who need things by creating a "White elephant" collection. When that member fell into hard times she was just ignored.

In retro I see this woman as just another politician who found her cause and is now driving it. But still I wonder "How else would she have done it?'

Money became such an important factor today that we must have money to have clout. Without money I dont think the organization would have been established and now that it is established it is nothing like what the original members wanted. They all went away except for those few who hung onto the leaders ego handouts.

So what to do? I look at this and I think of the future of mankind and I wonder how we are going to be more spiritual in the Golden age. Will we automatically take care of our neighbors?

Well this is my thinking.

[Eugene66]

Haha.
Good to see you here too Sparrowhawk.

I found we are mostly pretty peaceful here and whenever we come across something great to share we drag it on over here. We don't argue too much about it.

[sparrowhawk]

I felt a tremor in the Force

A shift in energy at an old forum............

Thought perhaps I should start my own more beneficial forum.......

But alas, this isn't my cup of tea, this techno language just isn't me......

Then I found all the higher vibrational individuals here and elsewhere........

I think I understand why I had two dreams about 'Graduation' now......

Good to see you again Eugene and others......

I got zapped after you all left, all guns were pointed at me!

Now my energy is depleted.....

[Eugene66]

Hello. I am busy moving. Just popping in to say Hi and Bye.,

[Medusa]

Hey Eugene babes xx

Long time no here .................

Do hope to find you well hun and not over working babes xxxxx

Medusa xxx

[Eugene66]

Thanks guys. I have positive expectations about this so Ill just hang in there.

[Catsquotl]

Yup synchronisity at its finest..
Have a wonderful time at your new place,
If you decide to go there of course..

With Love
Eelco

[Eugene66]

Its wonderful how the universe can touch you at times.

While I was going through this ordeal with people breaking into my house I sometimes feel as if I have been abandoned by my invisible companions.

One morning I put the question out there. "What do you want from me?" You see I know I created this somehow or maybe this is a process that needs to happen for a greater manifestation to happen.

My brother came to visit that evening and we were brainstorming as to what the best thing is I can do. The police does not help because the guy is out in two days. He knows I live alone and we live in a crescent. I have to drive past his house when I leave and then he knows there is no one here. So other than literally killing the dude I only had one option and that was to move.

We speculated that my father might take me in and share his house with me. Also my Father lives in a small mining town. More peaceful with the pace of life. Virtually no crime in comparison to here. For a long time now I have been asking the universe for a quieter more peaceful place to stay.

Anyway as if to emphasise the point at five in the morning I got a text on my mobile phone. It was my dad. "I have been thinking. This house is too big for one person. What do you say you come share it with me?"

Once again the universe shows me that she is paying attention even though I feel abandoned.

[Eugene66]

You know me too well.

I dont think ts a bad thing when you dont have interest. There are other things in life besides the net. We sometimes need to take a break and balance it out with something else.

[Deveswar]

Hi Eugine,
i was away from internet for a long time.
after getting access, i feel less enthusiastic to spend on net.
a sense of detachment, a sense of indifference, which i don't appreciate myself.
may be i will grow out of it.

i will be in india to attend the "kumba mela". LOl so will have less access to internet.
I will make a note of my experiences over there, will keep you updated.
the most strange feeling now is that, i can't communicate effectively.
Like i lost the language skills.

(strangely i know, that you are going through a similar phase )

love love love
deveswar

[Eugene66]

The feeling is weirdly private and mild. Its like a secret "Thank you guys." to all the angels and helpers and a warm fuzzy feeling inside. But no real jumping out of my skin.

[Eugene66]

Cool song. Im on a roll. I dont know if its the EFT or what. In three days I made a months salary.

Gosh its nice when you made your money for the whole month before the month even started. Inbetween I am also getting success with my books. Success is popping up everywhere now.

I discovered I have a deserving issue. My parents always branded me the naughty one when I was small so I never felt deserving. When I was small I would rather steal my mothers money than ask her for some. I tapped all this out and WOW!! something is happening. Some stuff that I imagine as a possability that could or might happen, happens.

I Imagined one of the companies I work for as a third party (sub contracting) to take me on directly. It happened today the same day I imagined it and they already paid half of the money I am referring to. Everyone is impressed with my service.

Another client asked me which printers I can fix because they want to buy new printers but only ones I can fix because I spoilt them with my service. (1 to 2 hours response rate and same day repair.) I am having a magic day. Abundance and appreciation everywhere.

[Eugene66]

Gosh my modem is spinning now LOL

It downloads this song faster than it plays. Shine a light

I like the vibe. Its kind gospel/spiritual. It sounds good.
Makes me feel like doing something good.

[Eugene66]

One of my most beautiful songs.



Tonight the rain is falling
Full of memories of people and places
And while the past is calling
In my fantasy I remember their faces

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we had to try
The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive

I hear myself recalling
Things you said to me
The night it all started
And still the rain is falling
Makes me feel the way
I felt when we parted

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we have to try
No need to hide no need to run
'Cause all the answers come one by one
The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive

I need you
I love you

The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we had to try
No need to hide no need to run
'Cause all the answers come one by one

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we had to try
No need to hide no need to run
'Cause all the answers come one by one

The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive

The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive

[Eugene66]

Your light fuels mine and then mine fuels yours.

And together we will keep the light alive.