Eugene's eccentric scriblings herenow.

[Eugene66]

This last song is really poetic in a way that one can make it mean anything good. 

[Eugene66]

knew a man who lived in fear.
It was huge, it was angry it was drawing near.
Behind his house, a secret place
was the shadow of the demon he could never face.
He built a wall of steel and flame
And men with guns to keep it tame.
Then standing back he made it plain
that the nightmare would never ever rise again.
But the fear the fire and the guns remained.

It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.

And then one day the neighbors came.
They were curious to know about the smoke and flame.
They stood around outside the wall,
but of course there was nothing to be heard at all.
"My friends," he said, "we've reached our goal,
the threat is under firm control.
As long as peace and order reign,
I'll be damned if I can see a reason to explain,
why the fear and the fire and the guns remained."

It doesn't matter now. It's over anyhow.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping.

Is there a light, can you feel the light shine?
I think I've find a way through...
I know things have changed but the fear remained in me
till I touched the light in you.

Say it's over now, it doesn't matter now.
He tells the world that it's sleeping.
But as the night came round I heard it slowly sound.
It wasn't roaring, it was weeping

[Eugene66]

http://www.mixx.com/videos/8605175/youtube_john_farnham_you_re_the_voice

Love this song.


We have
The chance to turn pages over
We can write what we want to write
We gotta make ends meet before we get much older
We're all someone's daughter
We're all someone's son
How long can we look at each other
Down the barrel of a gun?

You're the voice try and understand it
Make a noise and make it clear
Whoa oh oh
We're not gonna live in silence
We're not gonna live in fear
Whoa oh oh

This time
We know we all can stand together
We have the power to be powerful
Believing we can make it better

We're all someone's daughter
We're all someone's son
How long can we look at each other
Down the barrel of a gun?

You're the voice try and understand it
Make a noise and make it clear
Whoa oh oh
We're not gonna live in silence
We're not gonna live in fear
Whoa oh oh

[Eugene66]

Im in a cool mellow functional mood. Working on my book cover and cleaning my office in peace, writing dvds to store etc. Playing oldish mixed with new music and loving the music as I work.

Then James Blunt sang "Goodbye my lover" and he almost had me in tears. Is it not weird how this happens? I have no one to long for. All my closures are complete. I cry for my nameless faceless lover. Maybe the tears come from the remains of closures where we left a bit of residue.

[Eugene66]

Hahaha!! Yeah thats true.

Simplicity rules.

yes.

it does.

[Eugene66]

This morning the thought kept milling about.

There is no worth. There is only the isness of everything.

If there is no worth then there cannot be any deservablity.

But we like to say "You deserve it." "I deserve it" This I see as ego talk.

In ultimate reality there is no worth thus no derserve. YOu are simply a fantastic miracle just as you are. Unique yes. But equal with everything. In you being you. Read it again. In you being YOU........... In your uniqueness lies the diamond that the world adores. So be the best "you" in any moment.

Let your wounds bleed, let your heart sing, let your creativity flow and your anger explode. However you are who ever you are right now......is perfect.
 

[candlelight]

   message for today Eugene.. go shine and sparkle,  you are a beloved child of the light xxxxx

[Medusa]

Cewl Medusa.

We are sprouting seeds here. 

DOH Why you sprouting seeds ?

mmmmmmm

[Eugene66]

Cewl Medusa.

We are sprouting seeds here. 

[Medusa]

Morn Eugene

Hows you doing baby ............................

Am finally off till next wk, am so looking forward to taking some time out for myself


Medusa

[Eugene66]

So I was falling asleep with this Mayan astrology questions on my mind.

According to them I am at a crossover again and I have to intent my life forward.

So I woke up dreaming.

I was younger in my late teens in this dream, with my father and a man was talking to him. (Background. My father was always alone in his life studying and doing isoteric stuff.)

The man was trying to convince my father of a community where he would fit in perfectly. As he spoke I saw what he was referring to. I saw a train station in a small place that nobody cares about. It was a place where spiritual people lived and they took care of their own. Simmilar to the Amish but the difference is that everyone came with the modern skills and passions they had and shared it with everyone else. Handymen, computer experts, philosophers, writers, teachers, masters, grocers and mechanics.

The people were all free people. What I mean is there were no couples. They loved one another a lot but nobody was anybodies property or comitted to anybody. This was also important to the conversation becauser the guy was somehow trying to explain to my dad that he would find likeminded people and not be lonely and yet be alone in this community.

I could see myself writing and talking to people and I could see myself fitting into this community as I woke up.

Oh and everything in the dream was predominantly yellow. As if it was telling me that yellow had something to do with it. Yellow. Self esteem. Solar plexus. Yellow warrior. Yellow spider. Yellow spiderweb.

This morning my meditation was about acessing the yellow spiderweb of communication to call my clients and to call likeminded people so we can meet.(According to my day) I was thinking that maybe a community is already in the making by someone and we might meet.

[Eugene66]

Hahaha!!

Yeah I will tomorrow.

Today I skipped my meditation time for an intensive EFT reoutine.

[candlelight]

   eugene i think you need to send everyone a wakey wakey message.. nearly everyone..seems asleep... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz   

[candlelight]

Yeah when he shows he seems absent minded. Like "Huh? Oh you want me to sit here? Ok." And then he sits and after a short while he is just gone again.

I try not to create imaginings about it so I envite him and he appears and then after he is settled I let him be and just observe him. He seems to bring a lot of yellow and a lot of devinity. Something saintly healing about his presence.

fabulous eugene.. as i read this i was reminded of saffron..


http://www.royalsaffron.com/spirit.htm

what would saffron mean to you.. i am contemplating.. meanwhile above is a link to a wee article xxxx

[Eugene66]

Goody.

I like froggies. The peopl in the know say that when you have froggies you have  healthy environment. But they can get noizy sometime.