Hi to all
I have just returned from being in a Master Teacher's presence - Ramtha
Wow
3 incredible teachings

6 Hour long wine ceremony

and focus focus focus

before breakfast, after breakfast............... focus

.......... focus after wine ceremony

.................. and

......6am.............focus......................10pm................. some more focus

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For 4 days
My biggest revelation was how my personality resist's change, The first few focus sessions were exiting but after the 3rd or 4th focus session my physical body was in a state - my legs were itchy or going to sleep, my eyes would water, my ears, nose , etc, etc all were trying to get attention. My mind was chattering away like a steam engine full of excuses of other things, making excuses for its limitations. I was continually telling myself I dont have to do this, I can do it next time.
Through all this I kept on telling myself - I WANT TO CHANGE - no one is telling me I have to do this - so on I went. I think it is in these times when we grow the most - conquering the altered ego - like Gandalf on the bridge in the mines of Moira - I stood steadfast and told my personality - #*$##! YOU - YOU SHALL NOT PASS!
All in all an unforgettable experience - from sublime love to utter shock
Outrageous